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According to Wikepedia, Seasonal affective disorder (SAD), was considered as a mood disorder.
Symptoms:
1. Difficulty waking in the morning. [check]
2. Morning sickness
3. Tendency to oversleep and over eat. [check, check, check!!!]
4. Craving for carbohydrates. [check]
5. Lack of energy, difficulty concentrating on or completing tasks. [check]
6. Withdrawal from friends, family, and social activities. [check]
Now what...
Definitely not feeling it due to the weather, not the best kind of feeling...
I feel lazy, unmotivated, tired, hungry...and more and more...
At the same time, there is so much more to work on for my potential career.
Having a correct mind set during this time is VERY important,
Do not give up on your dreams.
Sometimes, I do think about what if...
this company will NEVER consider me again...
Yup, having worries is very normal, but the key is...
I've tried.
My mother have always encouraged me to become a pilot,
even at the end of her battle with cancer.
It is funny now that I think about her, I wanted to prove her wrong
and to become a doctor because of her sickness.
I felt like I had the obligation to cure all the patients
who also suffered from cancer .
Now that it is about to be four years since my family has lost her,
I've finally came to a conclusion that I do not want to become a doctor anymore.
One thing I realized after getting a college degree in science,
yes, I am proud that I've completed college
But...
I realize having the heart to help people does not necessary have to relate to the health field.
I do not have the best grades to enter medical schools.
I cannot afford to enter medical schools.
As much as i like science, I do not enjoy working in that environment.
Lesson 4
We definitely will experience our darkest days,
but do not forget what your goal is.
Try to put up things that will motivate you on your desk,
and remember why you chose that path.
Cathay Pacific, I will fly with you one day.
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